I m very angry, on this very last day of the 2008. Haiyo, damn angry with a customer, who spolit my mood totally, making me so unhappy. I got scolding from my boss from nth, and other customers are unhappy. So, I scolded her back.

F lor... Big liar dat customer.

Just reached home from work. Looks like it is going to rain. I am going to Kovan to meet my girls, den do some shopping before we become the best mummies by cooking for each other. :)

Praying hard it wun rain leh, but it looks like it will. Boo!

Behind the scene, I might be very quiet. Retail Therapy works big time. I m grinning ear to ear now, as I have just rewarded myself with a pair of Levis Jeans, UP $179.90. Woohoo! And another pair of pretty skirt, the one which I have mentioned in my previous post.

So happy lah!

Haiyo, ever since my boss came to know about the thing, he has been saying it like forever. Sian can? Well, I heard it is a tradition for pple who are attached to breakup at the branch. But seriously, we are pandang de ok?

Meeting the dearest girls tml. Cant wait sia. But dun think will be staying over. Boring lehx. Countdown, but going home at 1am? Boring woah. How how how? Where shall I go tml?

It is 30th Dec, tml shall the the last day of 2008. I cant wait for it to come, because there is sooo many things which happen in 2008. From my change in my career, end of relationship, enrolling myself into a University to being a more confident person...

Tml after work (Half Day), I shall head down to get my Levis jeans, den meet my dearest girls to shop at cold storage, den cook sumptuous meal at Mich Lim's house. Hopefully we will have a great time together. :)

Going off for work now. Having headache n muscles cramps though, from the exercise which I did. Haiyo....

Super tired. I used to harp to him, on how tired I am. But today, I only told XT. 134 vouchers today, OMG lor... Haiz... Hopefully my colleague's baby will be good, dun come out so early.

Wanted to go Tampines to get Levis today, but i m too shag and tired to go there after work.

Ytd night slpt late, esp my mum was having some lecture with my sis n bro. Haiyo, family problems as usual. Sian can...

Happy! All thanks to my ever so great girlfriend, Michelle. Thanks to Xavier, who gladly lend me his girlfriend for today.

I smsed her at an unearthly hour of 8am, where this sleeping beauty is still in bed, if she can afford to hang out with me today. But she is very nice to contact me once she woke up, and after having her lunch at Buangkok MRT, she walked down to my house, climb up the 4 stories high, and waited for me to doll up.

We head down to Tampines Mall, buy the tickets to "Bedtime Stories". It is rated 5 out of 5 by me, coz it is a combination of romance and comedy. Great movie, to bring smiles on me.

Before the movie at 4.30pm, I had MOS Burger for lunch. So I did not have any dinner.

Shopped around. Pierce my earholes. I guess those friends who knew me long enuf, will know how much I love piercing, when I am upset or unhappy.

We went to Mango, and did a little damage there, which makes us happy! $29 on a chilli red top, UP $59. What a steal! Which also means, this coming cny, I will have something red to wear, instead of the boring black and while. Colours brighten up my day.

Lucky I dint buy the two pairs of shoes. But I am starting to regret about the skirt. Hmmz... shall I get it?

Spoke to Michelle alot. I am intending to get another mobile number. I am retaining my current one, just another plan nia.

Michelle and Xavier are really nice pple. Since they came to know about our break ups, they have been asking me to their dates, coz they understand how I will feel to be left at home on special days. :) This explains y they are the first to know about our break up.

Did something meaningful for myself. Woke up at 8 plus, slack at home with my TV, shower and doll myself up around 2pm. When preparing my clothes, I accidentally scalded myself on my finger with the iron. Painful lor, the scar is there le. :(

Went to Bugis alone. Yes, y alone huh? Maybe for the past 4 yr, i have been to sticky to Him. Plus I understand perfectly, how my gfs will feel when they have bfs, hoping to spend their weekends with their bfs. So, I dint asked them out at all.

Bugis is damn freaking crowded. I went to a place, where I can find a place to put my heart at ease for a few moments. I hope dat his grandpa will be better.

Went to shop around. I am so happy! I got some good attention today. :) Probably I dressed up bah.

I think i must be siao. Go out alone also dress up. But my theory would be, I want to make myself pretty whereever I go.

:)

I want to start afresh! I duno if I will go back to my life next time.

My work has been quite smooth for me. Duno y, time moves so fast during work. After work, i feel so lonely and quiet.

Mummy was asking me, y I m so quiet when I m at home. I m very tired. Not becoz of my work, but, i duno how to face my family.

Tv is my best companion now. :)

I wan to be a stronger lady, and I want to be prettier and more capable.

Sometimes i wonder, y my intuition is so accurate all the time, since young. I knew what will happy next, but, i just wan to let nature takes it course. Dats me bahx.

I m sure, if this continues, if I m not wrong, what I told him before, will come true.