Many people says, Eileen, u seemed to be alright le. U are very strong le. Thank you, for all your encouragement and support these few months.
I am alright, on the surface le. At least, everyone is happy to see the current me, when they meet me. More lively, more chatty...
But i dread loneliness. I m afriad of thinking back what happen in Feb 2009, the 28th of Feb 09... The pain juz came, so hard, so painful... Till today, when i see the little ones on the street, it will kinda makes me reflect...
My heart was crying at times, but, my eyes have to remain cheerful, my smile have to be pretty... Feels fake at times... Eileen is longer the way she is in the past...
I want it back!
You will find yourself back. You still got us. You all are helping me to find myself back and i am. It takes time. I am still not totally back to the crazy sotong but still it feels better to be with friends.
ReplyDeleteHaha see u still got the beauty. We got approach by those 2 guys. Jason and nicholas from America. (P.S i remember the name cause kris hates those name. u should know who they relate to hahaha)
So cheer up k gal.