The little space of myself

Sometimes, where will always be the first time, for people...

After breaking up with Baby in dec 2008, i have never slpt over at anyone's hse. I did so, at a friend's hse last night. This friend, i knew him 4 yrs ago, but i always ignore him in the past.

Hmmz... recently meeting the friend about 3 times in 2 weeks. Please do not mistaken, he is just a normal friend, not a boyfriend. We can never be together, because we are Bosum friends.

After knowing him, i feel, i grew mature, thinking things in better and wider perspective. His attitude, and professsionalism, is something i can learn.

Yes, y do i stayover his place... According to him, no girls slept on his bed before, and no girls overnight at his place before. Lol. But he is the one who requested me to be around, to help him with the website he was doing, his newly created company.

I reached his place at 6pm ytd, and we worked on the website till 9pm. Den he told me, lets start singing. He sang for me (he told me he never sang for anyone since 3 yrs ago)... Damn nice la his voice. When i heard the song " Guang Huai Fang Shi", i almost cried, because i think of Alvin. I missed him so much... really, i miss u Alvin.

We sang till 1am, den we continue with the website. Do the website till 5am, he cook for me to eat. Second time he cook for me, he claimed i am lucky, to be able to eat his cooking twice. People want also dont have.

We slpt at till 9am, den wake up le. Continue the website, till 7pm where i came home. Dint eat the whole day.

He damn funny, halfway through the website, he went to the toliet, asking me to continue thinking. :( Took him 10 mins to come back, i tot he drop inside toliet bowl. When he came back, he open the door and said "Bao Bei". For once i tot he talking rubbish, den he repeat saying "Bao Bei Da Xiao Jie, u tot of the idea alrd?" Anyway, i ignored his crapz.

So tired, using my brain cells for almost 24 hrs straight, super tired can.

I taught this Genius some ideas... Hahaz, suddenly i feel so smart can. He is a genius, IQ 194 leh... Stressed when facing him, coz sometimes the things he talk, hard to understand. First time, i encounter this kind of feeling, coz friends who know me, will know i can easily understand people's talking.

Ok, some of u are already guessing I will be with him already, right?

We are best friend only, y??? Because, his heart lives a girl, since 7 years ago. And my heart, lives my baby, Alvin Kok, since 4 years ago. Both of us understand each other so well. So, we are just enjoying each other's companion only.

Alot of girls like this friend of mine, coz he is handsome, smart and rich. Do the website, always see girls msn him, he will ignore them. I think he can guess what i wanted to ask, he told me, he seldom reply them, but sure reply me. Because, he needs my help, to provide him with the answers he want. Bad person.

I miss Alvin. :( i miss his hug. I understand how tiring running a business is already. Though it is not my business, but, i m so tired. I wan to hug Vin to slp...