The little space of myself

Work is having problems... but not a major one for me, in fact, it might be a blessing in disguise.

Today, while watching SCV, i saw the male lead piggy back the lady. It reminded me of him again, of those days, we smile together, having lots of fun. I saw how he held on to her hands, telling her he will not let go. He used to said it to me, that was then.

Maybe my intuition was proven right again. I remember before he went into NS in 2007, we had a big problem, as i was struggling to let him go or continue to be with him, but i had no confident to carry on with him.

Maybe this is the reason to y, becoz i already have a hint, we will not work out, through NS.

Maybe this is why, i was so confused then. Hmmz...

I just wan to disappear.. forever if i can.

I thank God, for giving me the chance to love, to be loved, and understand the true meaning of love.