The little space of myself

It is not that i dint want to meet u. U cannot imagine, how happy I was, to see your picture appearing on my handphone, after 4 days. I missed you so much.

I told u, I do not want to see you, becoz i m afraid of rejections. Please give me a path to move on for now, becoz i no longer have the pillar of my life. My feet is not strong enuf, to pull me thru the hard work dat is lying in front of me. I do not need any things, to shattered my life again for now.

Heartbroken, sadness... doubt u nvr experience before, becoz u have always been the one to ditch people. I just hope dat, u can grow up, be responsible to what u have said to others. DOnt give empty promises, or else, no girls will believe you anymore.

Until I am ready to face u you again. Alvin, though disappointment is what I feel now, but, I just want to tell u, I still loves n miss u dearly. Maybe the only thing to make u feel better for all dat u have done to me, is for me to move on. I will try my very best, I dont know how long i can walk this journey alone, but, our memories together, will accompany me, till u come back to me again.