The little space of myself

Some people asked, Eileen, last time u dint keep ur earholes de. You always pierced when u r unhappy, den y are u keeping the second earhole?

Last time, after the piercing, i want to remove the earring, is because I want to forget my unhappiness.

However, this time, i kept it. To remind myself, I was once a naive and innocent girl, who fell in love with a guy whom i though i will spend my life with. I changed myself unknowingly, to the girl he likes, though some people say, the leopard will never changed its spots. I forget how i used to be fierce at guys...

I remembered, we one had an unforgettable kiss outside NP, where both of us only have each other in one another's eyes. Dat was the true love, we used to have.

The piercing, is to remind myself, I trusted and loved someone before.

Though I will nvr be able to experience all these again in this life of mine again, this one, is the deepest memory in my heart.

I hope to keep all these in my memories, deep into my heart, where you belonged.

When can i smile happily again?