The little space of myself

Many of my friends are worried and concern about me. Thank you gentleman and ladies! I am fine.

Well, in life, there are ups and downs. Friends, there are many kinds too. But for one who can really understand how much I have been through and saw how much I have grown in this relationship, I guess other than him, it will be Michelle and Xavier.

I really thank them, for understanding and supporting me all these while. While everyone gave me their support and encouragement to move on, all of you know it is difficult. Actually, it is not that difficult, is whether I want or not.

But if you know me deep and well, I am not the kind of girl who gives up easily. If I dont my effort, and I give up, I feel I will be letting myself down, I do not like regrets in my life.

To Alvin Kok, Remember what I told u before? Yes, in NS you might have matured, but it is undeniable that a lady's thoughts will most likely be more mature than that of a male's. What you are going through now, I have been through before. I managed to pull through, is because of your help, ur care, your love, your support. When I looked into your eyes, I know what you are thinking, usually. On Sunday when I saw you, I know immediately, that you feel you might not love me anymore, but deep down in your heart, ask urself, is it this way? You can let me go just like dat? Or now ur heart tells u, Alvin, let her go, because you loves her, and she deserves someone way better than you?

A relationship is not just maintaining the love between the couple. If this is all we do, then the feeling sure fade, sooner or later. It is about falling in love with the same person, over and over again, through the care and concern, the little things he or she has done, and surprises and understanding he or she can do.

Listen to the deepest in your heart. I can tell u something. If you think these 3 years with you, I have become someone who clings on you, lacks of confidence, I will show you, the woman in me. It is my motto, never gives up, until you have try your very best.

To end this post, I love you.