The little space of myself

The friend which I mentioned i went to find, during the eve of Valentine's Day, was Alvin.

I passed him the red packets, which I promised the god mums of his bro n his. Hug Ger Ger... I missed this darling so much. She is like the little baby of Alvin n I, hugging her feels so comfortable.

After dat, we went to amk hub for MOS burger, coz I haven had my dinner. Though I was having my gastric, I dint tell him, because, I hope he dont think i m a weak girl.

Headed to Po Po's hse, offer an incense to Gong Gong. When we are walking there, Alvin told me that Po Po came to know about our break up, she told him " Y dont want Eileen? You know Gong Gong dotes Eileen the most de!" Thanks po po, i know, because Gong Gong sees me more often den Catherine (Alvin's Bro GF), n he can see i treat Alvin very good.

When at Po Po Hse, can see she is happy to see me. When talking to her, whenever we came to the topic dat Alvin got listen to Gong Gong's words, Po Po sure say " U got listen to gong gong mah? If got, cannot dont want Eileen", argh so sweet can...

Popo asked me, if Alvin got get flowers for me, coz next day is Vday. I told Po Po, we tgt 3 years plus, dun need le la... Po Po says, ya, 3 years plus le, den Alvin cannot leave Eileen mahx.

SO touched to hear that. Massage for him, coz he seemed tired.

Vin, I know, I can see, u r very tired. Coz have to pei Po Po, ur family committment, ur gf, ur recurits. Jia you!

After popo hse, he drove his dad's car, went back his hse to get something. I know u r looking into my eyes, but i dont dare look into ur eyes, becoz I scared I will fall deeply in love with u again.

Something we should have have began with, I can sense that the word he said "he is weak", maybe because he knows his heart haven forget me yet.

Today is Valentine's Day. Thank you, for sending me home yesterday, for letting me see Po Po. Though I can only see you during the start of Vdae, I m contented. Thanks.

Muacks. Though I m not supposed to say it, i hope to tell u, i love u.